You were so precious to me, more than anything else.
I don't know why did you go?
I told you all the tit-bits of my life, And now.. we behave like any other acquaintance.
Something must be wrong at your end, and something at my end, I'm sure..
You were so close to me,
my secret- bearer.
My life depended on you.
I needed you to take a step ahead.
When I came here, to this alien land,
I was relieved to know, that you were here.
But I don't know,
And I can't understand how things changed.
And why things changed?
I trusted you with my heart.
You were dearest to me, if not to anyone else,
Didn't you ever feel, you were important to me?
Didn't you ever miss me?
Why did you chose to leave me?
Wasn't I worth of you?
Did I do you any harm?
Why? WHY? I OFTEN ASK MYSELF,
And knowing it, that times can never be same,
Because we have departed, once!
You were like a mirror to me,
I could see my real self into you,
and now, that we have scattered,each broken part can never be stuck together.
I miss you,
and the times we have lost behind.
I accuse myself.
And I still love you,
without letting you know.
P.S- Its an ode to all the special life people in my life, with whom I grew up, but are not together , or aren't that close in my today.